Friday, October 12, 2012

A Woman's Woes

It's 1:40 am as I type this.  Lately, I've been pondering about our future.  A couple of days ago was our 8th year anniversary.  Yay right?  

I've always wanted to get married and have kids.  I denied it when I was in my mid 20s but deep inside me I always knew.  It's painful for me to say it but I don't think we'll ever have kids.  I don't even think he wants to marry me.  We had the discussion but it was always me who initiates it and all throughout, he was very uncomfortable.  I'm a sensitive person and I don't want to be but it's just me.  

Eight years ago, he told me he would marry me in 3 years.  I laughed at the idea because I never thought we would last this long.  Now I think about and wonder why we're still not married.

I'm tired of waiting but I don't know what to do next.

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